Saturday night fever.. sigh
Hmm, saturday night. Normally, in my younger days, i won't be here at these kind of times. But now, things are totally different. I guess that's how maturity treats you.
Alone in my room, in front of my tv and notebook, on my bed.. a lot of things crossed my mind. The biggest flying issue - tomorrow. Well, i guess this is a very good time for me to explain my biggest problem of this last 2 weeks.
My problem is, we (my family) eventually finds out that my father has an affair with another woman. Omg, i felt like being struct by a lightning when i first heard the info from my mom. I didn't believe it at first, but then my mom showed me a copy of letter whereby my father mentioned that other bitch as his wife. Then later that day, when during Aidiladha, both my parents went back to our hometown and i have to stay in KL (working!!), and suddenly, when they got back, my mom hugs me crying like there's no tomorrow. And that night we (me, mom and papa) about this, and papa seems to trying to avoid my questions on his affair with that bitch. Omg i'm so pissed off, but i still managed to keep calm, thinking that i'm talking to my own dad. If he's one of my friends i would have kicked him to the floor.
How did he meet the bitch? I'll cut it short, my mom opens a nursery, and here comes this one day, this divorced bitch comes and bring her son to my mom's nursery. There was a few times where she said that she had to go outstation thus to leave her son overnight with my mom. Since my mom is a very helpful person, so she helped the bitch (hey, at that time we still didn't know that she's a bitch!!). When she sees my mom getting comfortable taking care of her son, she started to leave her son for days, and later become weeks and months. Her reason is always that she had to go for outstation. Our whole family started to pity on this young boy (2 year old) whereby his mom left him with our family for quite long period of time - even to spend hari raya with us!
My dad, well, he's the one closest to the young boy. Well, on earlier times, we know he'd care for the boy because that he's pity with the boy's condition. And to mention, that my dad runs another business in Seremban, so he'd always bring this boy to his office in seremban -- probably because he's bored of travelling alone. At later times, something started to be very fishy, as he suddenly spent a lot of time in his office. A lot of decorations has been made to the office (i know, because i'm the one who helped him created the deco designs and signboard stickers!).
Later, when we know it, that bitch quitted her previous job, and work with my dad! and we only knew it when my mom finds papa's letter mentioning that bitch as his wife. So my mom go to his office and the bitch was there! When my mom was angry to him at that time, he said that there was nothing between them, and when my sister asks whether he wants to marry that bitch, he said "most probably". I was so pissed off when i heard my sister tells me this.
Well, that's basically what's happening in my family now.. and that's what bothering me now. I am so depressed, pressured and embarrassed with what my dad has done. Now i don't really care, whether it's the bitch, or my dad, but anyone who makes my mom cries, i don't have any mercy for them. Gosh.. mentioning about this can take me whole night long. I guess i'd better stop here.
I wanna sit in my room, putting the airconditioning to the lowest temperature, and enjoys my TV, or probably a DVD. And, congratulations to me.. next week is my engagement ! :)
Alone in my room, in front of my tv and notebook, on my bed.. a lot of things crossed my mind. The biggest flying issue - tomorrow. Well, i guess this is a very good time for me to explain my biggest problem of this last 2 weeks.
My problem is, we (my family) eventually finds out that my father has an affair with another woman. Omg, i felt like being struct by a lightning when i first heard the info from my mom. I didn't believe it at first, but then my mom showed me a copy of letter whereby my father mentioned that other bitch as his wife. Then later that day, when during Aidiladha, both my parents went back to our hometown and i have to stay in KL (working!!), and suddenly, when they got back, my mom hugs me crying like there's no tomorrow. And that night we (me, mom and papa) about this, and papa seems to trying to avoid my questions on his affair with that bitch. Omg i'm so pissed off, but i still managed to keep calm, thinking that i'm talking to my own dad. If he's one of my friends i would have kicked him to the floor.
How did he meet the bitch? I'll cut it short, my mom opens a nursery, and here comes this one day, this divorced bitch comes and bring her son to my mom's nursery. There was a few times where she said that she had to go outstation thus to leave her son overnight with my mom. Since my mom is a very helpful person, so she helped the bitch (hey, at that time we still didn't know that she's a bitch!!). When she sees my mom getting comfortable taking care of her son, she started to leave her son for days, and later become weeks and months. Her reason is always that she had to go for outstation. Our whole family started to pity on this young boy (2 year old) whereby his mom left him with our family for quite long period of time - even to spend hari raya with us!
My dad, well, he's the one closest to the young boy. Well, on earlier times, we know he'd care for the boy because that he's pity with the boy's condition. And to mention, that my dad runs another business in Seremban, so he'd always bring this boy to his office in seremban -- probably because he's bored of travelling alone. At later times, something started to be very fishy, as he suddenly spent a lot of time in his office. A lot of decorations has been made to the office (i know, because i'm the one who helped him created the deco designs and signboard stickers!).
Later, when we know it, that bitch quitted her previous job, and work with my dad! and we only knew it when my mom finds papa's letter mentioning that bitch as his wife. So my mom go to his office and the bitch was there! When my mom was angry to him at that time, he said that there was nothing between them, and when my sister asks whether he wants to marry that bitch, he said "most probably". I was so pissed off when i heard my sister tells me this.
Well, that's basically what's happening in my family now.. and that's what bothering me now. I am so depressed, pressured and embarrassed with what my dad has done. Now i don't really care, whether it's the bitch, or my dad, but anyone who makes my mom cries, i don't have any mercy for them. Gosh.. mentioning about this can take me whole night long. I guess i'd better stop here.
I wanna sit in my room, putting the airconditioning to the lowest temperature, and enjoys my TV, or probably a DVD. And, congratulations to me.. next week is my engagement ! :)
posted by acronym at 3:58 AM
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